Monday, October 02, 2006 10:16 PM
just had a fight with mom over the phone
she's crying in her hotel room somewhere in sydney now
I feel like a fucking idiot
argument went from confi name to how I've been always the one to break and ruin our beautiful relationship...and it sucks
and how I've changed...
I feel so bad right now
I feel like an absolute fucking moron...what have I done...
what have I become? am I really the timothy low my mother gave birth too, or have I become a monster?
what the hell is going on...I swear I'm gonna lose it
I'm a fucking idiot...
just wanna jump off a building now...