why should I wanna be happy or even content with the miserable state of my existence right now?

my life's a fucking mess...

why?

here's why...

my golf swing is just screwed. i'm absolutely fed up with everything about my golf now. I played like a whore in the pesta sukan and the seemingly neverending slump i'm in continues. actually, its been dreadful the whole damn year long.

my only consolation, at least people care. everyone's been really supportive and encouraging but I'm hoping that it turns around quick or i might just give up this stupid game I love for good, and that would be equivalent to hitting rock bottom then finding a shovel...

i just got screwed by mr kang. the fucking prick's on me about my chem again. overreacting as usual. i really dont give 2 shits about him anymore. my life's been hell anywhere around him and he wants to ban me from SNOC next week.

now i'm fucking pissed. this tourney means so much to me and is really big for me. i'm about to blow.

my life's just been a trainwrek over the last month and stuff that iive gone through over the last week is the last thing i need.

fuck this shit

I'm about 1 degree short of either suicidal or homicidal...

i need to get my life back!

spread the lovin'

Rob Valentine